LADKA AUR LADKI

Ek chotti si BEEP, phone pe.
and now what should i say?
To make her FEEL special...
Dil bole, bate to karo...harpal.
Your giggles are for me only.
Baby i am with you, dont feel lonely.
BUSY BUSY bol senti senti mare hai wo,
Ladka ADORES her, ladki should know.
I am not aware of what she wants,
But ladki should give him a chance.
Ladki darti hai..ladka kahi bhag na jaye.
He wont, never.... dont ask why.
'marenge na'-- ladka sun na chahta hai bar bar.
LADKA aur LADKI kyu hai ji itne far.

ONCE IN THE RAIN

It just started and closed my eyes.
pace in drops and their noise.
the enthu had something to shear.
i refused to runaway from fear.
i was in the middle of nowhere,
because they had something to share.
i left myself to these drops.
the lines of rain kept me fresh.
i had a glance, everything i had to face.
standing was little hard,
so i started walking in the lines of rain.
after a while,i saw you there
smiling at me.
i tried to touch you in my memory.
raindrops were everywhere,
so the illusion.
i was not done.
i wanted to clarify my doubts.
i wanted to testify my thoughts.
the rain was at its peak.
you were still smiling,
away fom you, it was too hard to bear.
i ran recklessly towards you.
i finally found a rescue.
you hold me in your soft arms.
now , i was not scared.
i dared.
after some moments,
the rain was still there,
but drops were not coming to me.



rain--- life
drops---problems
you---my success :)

why i instigate?

Time is passing,
so the things.
Aint anybody's here.
Why it blinks?
Fear is on its way to destiny.
My heart is not where it has to be.
I am waiting for my fate.
But Dont knw why i istigate?

Shadow is fading.
So the rays.
The path is not easy.
It itself says.
I cared little for people around me.
My heart is not where it has to be.
So i am trying to navigate.
But dont know why i instigate.

Night is screaming,
so the silence.
I got no clue,
no evidence.
I am feeling numb inside me.
My heart is not where it has to be.
So i am trying to initiate.
But dont know why i instigate.

The question

I was searching evidences,
whether it exists in my senses,
far from the clarity,
my love for you and its expenses.

Facing giggles of yours,
i think about sand and shores.
The lurve which excites to live,
spontaneous, the passion in course.

Everytime sharing coffee or a view,
i estimate dwell of life, the due.
With your agog for my estimates,
i flex deeply in you, for clue.

i feel passion, a force unbearable,
that take things away from simple.
The unknown communication between us.
Why for you, its all invisible?

SHADOW OF THE DARK

An unusual night,

my steps towards you.

I was wondering,

healing dreams, BLUE.

You were not there,

but I was not alone.

I stuck with that thing,

The Feeling of YOU has grown.

I clarified myself,

and left with a FISHY dought.

I lost within myself thing,

The WAR has been fought.

DARKNESS was in th room,

and lights were far away.

ILLUSIONS of you were there,

but they did not have much to say.

I opened the window,

WINDS were singing solo.

i touched thm,

they gave REASONS to follow.

i RECLAIMED myself.

left this for some other day.

the RAYS are coming now,

let the MIND come into play.

THE CLARIFICATION

My mind was searching for a vision,
things to be tolerated in the love season.
incepted in the core of mine,
indigenous feelings with erosion.

Vison was never crystal clear,
i tried hard to find the shear.
i tried hard to escape the fear.
computing the consequences,
i prayed god, The dear.

My prayer was in the list,
i waited, seated, irritated.
there were certain conditions,
in which i never fitted.

THEN,

I woke up in fresh air,
contemplated myself,
whether i played fair?
i fought for what no one did care.
still missing the total share.

the enthuasism inside me,
discussed over my plea.
heart of mine still looking for,
what it wants to see.
still awake, still searching.
fighting, still mnd streching.
still disapprobation.
waiting for the CLARIFICATION.

Humsab.......Humlog

आँखों के पर्दों पे,
सपने  संजोये.
पहचान से अलग,
किसी धुन में खोये.
तनहा नही हैं.
साथ है अपनी जिंदगी.
बेतलब आवारगी.
बोलने के लिए,
जब लब्ज़ कम पड़े.
आंखे ही काम आई.
नयने......जल से भरे  पड़े.
हलचल हरकत,
बेमतलब बेवक्त.
संजीदा शुरुआत,
न जाने कैसा अंत.
मंजिल  की ओर,
हर शक्श, हर संत.
देखा जब,
सच से भागती हर नज़र,
नज़रो पे एक जाली.
जाली से सब देखे शहर.
नज़रे फिर हँस पड़ी,
तन्हाई की आदत पड़ी,
ऐसे-वैसे, जैसे-तैसे.
भावनाए, सड़ी-गली.
सच को लांघती सीमायें,
ए लड़की,
तुझे हम क्यों पढाये?
नया  है तू,
क्यों न हम बरगलाये?
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और ................ और क्या?
हम सब .........हम लोग.
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